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I wanted you so badly

All my hopes and dreams personified through you

I hoped that you would be a boy that we'd nurture into a good man

Lord knows the world needs more of those 

But you disappeared....

My little heartbeat that I never got to hear 

Your sisters and father would have spoiled you rotten

I ache for you in all my bones

The feeling hurts that bad

We met at goodbye after the briefest of hellos

I feel you still

When the sun warms my skin in the summertime, 

When the leaves swirl around me in fall 

I know that it's you saying hello 

I miss you so much 

Come back to me

When can I see you again?

I promise that I won't let you get away next time 

Next time? 

NO. 

I can't risk losing you again